Coming to terms with this is harder than I thought.

So I was diagnosed back in 2019. All this time I’ve known that I have MS but recently I’ve been losing my ability to walk so I’m using a forearm crutch when I can stand and a wheelchair most of the time. Now that I have these mobility devices it seems to be a whole new level of real, or at least the picture of what life with MS for me looked like for me has been shattered. Anyone else experiencing anything like this?