So today I saw my neurologist who is also my psychiatrist and we talked about me possibly going on new treatment to deal wit my MS fight. I told him my thoughts about doing a new treatment and me feeling weaker lately. He asked me questions about my medical history, my family history (since my mother had multiple sclerosis) it felt weird since I've been going to this doctor for over 10 years. It felt like I was a new patient all over again trying to remember what my last neurologist before him said and any advice that she gave me before she quit. I just feel funny because I thought that everything about me and my past was written in some file somewhere.