Was I in denial or false hope?
I was recently diagnosed with MS, I went through all the tests even started the medicine. But was still hoping I would get a call saying we misdiagnosed you. I had one more test to do and that was spinal Mri. I did it, no lesions on the spine. The doctor was like good news. I'm like so can this all be a mistake, he's like no you have to many on the brain. Your cognitive is going to be affected before your body. I knew something was going on up there, started losing my memory couldn't have conversations that were grown up can't focus so basically my brain has become pudding. My heart was broken yesterday I cried all day and still crying I am now facing reality he tried to give me some hope told me just keep taking the medicine and let's try to slow this down. Right now I don't know what to do besides cry. I'm having a hard time .
I feel you. I too was recently diagnosed. I can't tell how many times I've cried this week alone. It's scary, the unknown. Just keep the faith, harder said than done. Follow the advice and medications ur neuro team has given. You have found a great support group here with us. I'm here if u need to talk, we all are.
Am sorry you got sucked into this life but least they found it and started treatment. This horrible monster is all time based faster they find it better off you are as can start treatments to stop from getting worse in the future