Medical cannabis made me do this…

…be super productive (Tripoli-Curaleaf) …write a website for the first time …learn how to make reels …subscribe to every software that advertises to me, which I naively believe I need EVERY one of them …think I’m clever because I’m doing the free trials and written in my Filofax the day BEFORE the deadline …lose my Filofax …find Filofax …email every subscription that has taken £100+ from my bank account telling them I have MS and forget stuff and I haven’t used their app/website because I forgot and crashed after my sign up frenzy …got refunded by every single one of them, …good karma and genuine thanks sent to each one …made two Facebook groups attempting to promote medical cannabis as genuinely having such a lovely time and being ridiculously productive for the first time in decades. …realising cannabis is hugely taboo and so many people are fearful or have the wrong information about it …new direction …I’m definitely what someone would diagnose AUDHD (autistic and adhd) but I’m not getting a diagnosis out of principle. I know I am. Someone else can have my slot. …realising how much negativity and difficulty people were experiencing with neurodiversity, I felt sad …there is nothing wrong with anyone …everyone has challenges …I have MS, BRCA 2 gene (boobs, ovaries and fallopian tubes removed) …but each of those things have led me done the most beautiful paths …both my parents have died but they’ve left me with such strength, motivation and confidence to follow the Universe …I do and I am on the most beautiful path …I’m a teacher who after having an Oophorectomy (o+f removed) and struggling with surgical menopause was only offered further stress from the schools leadership. They removed my favourite class who I had worked solidly with, and actually loved. They knew they were my favourite class as had tried to remove them before. In September I kept losing my pens and was getting hot, so stood in the doorway to cool down. I told the class I was in surgical menopause and explained that was why I kept losing my pens and getting hot. These are y11 students (15/16 year olds). A mum submitted a formal complaint. School put me straight to stage 2 complaint, I didn’t get a stage 1. They removed my class and headteacher refused to let me know. The class walked towards my classroom on my first day back after being off with work related stress (school had refused to offer any support to me despite me pleading that I needed some support. They said they had to deal with all my complaints first. …the class walked towards my classroom then swerved into the class next to mine. …my sparkliest of students came into me declaring they wanted me as their teacher. …sparkly children have the biggest hearts and most beautiful souls …that’s when I knew I owed them …especially George who I adored, he’d get into so much trouble everywhere but with me and was the most awesome kid. His beautiful mum gives me massages!!! …it just clicked like something so simple and so obvious …why are sparkly people letting non sparkly people tell us that we are disabled (I am, I have MS but not because I’m sparkly!), they tell us we’re wrong, or difficult or just too much …Sparkly People have sparkly minds, that yes, can get too much, can feel too much can make sparkly people want to hide, or isolate …I love sparkly people, as a teacher of close to twenty years, sparkly students are my favourite. I love every single one of them …these are children who leave school and finally are allowed to flourish, to grow! …that’s when sparkly schools ingnited …I had always dreamed of a huge four leaf clover (I’ll put the notes from my medicated evenings on my website) …basically real businesses connected to - hospitality, relaxation, rehabilitation (a six week program for people after operations, too well for hospital, but not well enough for home), sparkly school and a garden centre (to sell all the things sparkly students make after being taught by professionals. …this makes them hugely employable …I am just me - -currently doing an NPQSENCO -degree in psychology and expert systems -volunteered for SHOUT (2yrs) -worked as a mental health rehabilitation officer (1.5years) Plus more but I’m forgetting my point I would love any feedback, support, encouragement, views ….anything I’m getting done pretty exciting people message me This is happening About bloody time too! Join me www.SparklyPeople.com Sparkly and non sparkly welcome 🌿✨💞✨🌿