I’m sitting here watching my daughter sleep and I’m just… breaking.
I usually try to be the strong one, but tonight the 'what-ifs' are winning. Seeing my little girl deal with this MS diagnosis is a different kind of pain. I find myself looking at her and wondering what her future looks like will she be able to walk down the aisle? Will she have a life without pain?
I feel like a failure because I can't fix this for her. I’m exhausted, I’m scared, and I feel like I’m screaming into a void. How do you moms do it? How do you look at your child and stay brave when your heart is actually shattering? I just need to know it gets easier to breathe, because right now, it feels like I’m drowning. 💔
The future is unknown for any of us… and worrying is not gonna change anything. Try to be there and be present, that’s all you can really do. I’m rooting for you both!
I have 5 kids and it is never easy to watch them struggle. Not even God promises us a life of ease. As our Heavenly Father he promises to be with use through our struggles and provide away. As her father you simply be there for her and love her. I have MS and worry that I will not be able to get them raised. They know I love them and will do anything for them. I have one son with autism, speech delay, and sensory processing disorder. He has overcome so much and will graduate high school this year. He recently became type 1 diabetic and may have celiac as well. I feel horrible as he has enough to deal with and keeps getting more. But he is happy non the less. Prayer helps so much brother. God is always with you. He will sustain you and get you through. God Bless.