Holidays don’t agree with me, every time I get a UTI, insomnia , oral thrush, dehydration and they think I’m going mad. Somedays I feel life with MS is going to make me mad. First time hospitalised for 8 days and they was trying to say mania, next holiday the same but I now know the signs so I called the hospital on myself. I used to be a pa for a lady with MS and never would I of imagined this. I’ve got rid of friends and family as they see she’s going crazy again. Look I’ve not slept properly for days and who cares nobody ( tell them Keith sweat) I hate it here (ms) can I leave please. F U MS ( first holidays after MS diagnosis)