My world has got so much smaller
I'm so sorry but I'm going to have a big moan,I have been told by my neurologist that I have probable ms.I have a number of lesions on my spinal cord but my brain MRI and lumbar puncture are clear.I can't walk outside without a stick or crutches,my balance is terrible and I keep tripping up over nothing and my leg goes stiff all of a sudden.I have to have a baby gate at the top of my stairs because I nearly fall down when walking past .I live with my 2 kids one is 22 and the other 8.Ive been stuck in the house all week because of the weather causing the ground to be slippery.My family don't really bother with me any more I think my mum thinks I'm moaning all the time and my sister has digs at me about how if it was her that had problems with her health she wouldn't let it hold her back and that she read that a top doctor said he wishes doctors didn't have to give illnesses a name because once they do the patient gives up.Does she really think that I would rather be trapped like this than have a life!!
Soz just wanted to get it off my chest.
Honestly i understand how you may be feeling. My family used to be like this with me. Until i eventually snapped and told them how it is. It’s not that your giving up. It’s the fact that you physically cannot do the things you want your body to do. Hope you are okay xx
I feel like screaming, I feel like telling everyone to get lost but I need their help to take my 8yr old to school and they know it.Thanks for understanding X