It’s been a hot minute! Well tbh I think it’s been about a year! Eeekkk! Terrible of me. But I’ll be honest- I was at a point in my life where it was easier to disappear from any social interaction that required any bit of effort and retreat into my hermit isolation. It had gotten that dark! Just a bit of an update since I was last here. Hmm let’s see I had a massive depressive meltdown. Yay right. lol. Got in touch with my MS team who were amazing. Went on sertraline for a few months. At the same time had to move which broke me. Had worsening symptoms (burning MS was mentioned smh). But my MRIs are stable so that’s confusing 🫣🤣. I then decided to get off sertraline because I felt dead inside and gained weight which was causing more mobility issues. 🤷‍♀️. My mom and sister visited after 14 years. FINALLY. I was the one who use to go but hadn’t since 2019. It was nice but drama happened since so I’ve gone very low contact with my parents. There’s a lot more but I feel like compared to the year before I’m mentally in a much better place. So that’s something lol. Even if I can only walk for 20min lol