Hi. MS over 3 decades

Now in wheelchair. Last Neuro told me there is nothing they can do for me any more. PCP takes care of symptoms. Referall to Neuro's turned me down. No DMT can help. I just came off flight4life open surgery end of last July, staples out end of Aug 2025. In 2024 I had DVT's in right leg and they broke went through my heart P.E's both lungs. Took a long time to get diagnosis back in I put a guess when I went part blind right eye. I had been told so many times it was all in my head. The specialist Eye Dr told me it was in my head and I got mad. He closed the office door and said "No, it's in your head, you need an MRI". 1st Neuro I had said she never saw anyone so happy to get M.S. diagnosis. I am not so happy anymore. When my Dad was alive before he passed 10 yrs ago, he said it would have been better if I was diagnosed with a brain tumor. They could have operated and taken that out. Sometimes I wonder if he was right. My Mom passed 3 mos later and I had to have my thryroid ablated. 2 non functioning systems in my body and trying to heal from 17 staples belly button down is going to take over a year and I may never fully heal from that, yet here I am at age 67 still alive. I was born dead with umbiliical cord round my neck. Who would have thought I outlived my whole family. Watched my same birth yr twin brother die on my dirt bike side or road age 18. We were both in College age 16. Now I sit and I can walk in my own home but miss my home in the forest where all the wildlfie and my real earth family was. Now I am in a small city with neighbors who do not even acknowlege your existance. Vaping and noses buried in cell phones.