Hang in there Kirst. It’s clarity at least and a chance to shape a new chapter rather than hang out in the grey area of the unknown you’ve been in. The next chapter will be different and so will you but knowing that gives you a chance to help the two meet and to find a new way, maybe even a new purpose. I’m not trying to make it sound easy and I’m really sorry. But I think we all owe it to each other to prove we can do this and we neither have to surrender nor face. Lots of love and take your time.

Fade not face!