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I have always thanked God that all my ms plaque is in my head so it doesn't bother my walking or my arms. We'll at my last neurologist appt. He showed my stepdaughter my mri an he told her I have a severely damaged brain like some one who has had multiple mini strokes. And that my brain is dying because of inside my white plaque there are black pinholes that are killing my brain. I have lost all short term memory. I Lose words for things I'm talking about. I have no peripheral vision so I'm legally blind my frontal lobe looks like Swiss cheese. Does anyone here have or heard of the tiny black pinholesin the brain