Did the ending of the relationship have to do with your ms? Did you speak to your friend about it at all? I have had a couple of relationships end ever since I got diagnosed but it was mutual I think. MS or not I’m not terribly fun to be around or that’s how I see myself. I stopped going out as I have been struggling with my balance and mobility and I believe that affected the relationship. The assumption I made is that we fell apart because we didn’t want the same things anymore. Even though it hurt me I still kind of feel that it’s best for people to go after what they want instead of tolerating situations they can’t cope with. I ended my relationship with my partner almost two years after diagnosis because I knew that the relationship would be a burden for me and him , I knew I couldn’t cope mentally and emotionally. It makes perfect sense to be affected by something like this especially when it’s such a long term relationship.

Everything you've said feels so similar! I'm lucky I've got an incredibly supportive partner, but losing a friend of 18 years over what feels like nothing breaks my heart. I know I can't do alot and am pretty much a hermit, but for the right people I try so hard, just wish it didn't affect me so much 🙂