So I was at my Neurologist and her assistant stated to me that I should be a lot worse than what I am! My neurologist agreed.. so this of course got me thinking of the future. I have decided that I do not want to get bad, I know some people r and are happy and that’s their choice and right. I have talked to my best friend of 32 years and explained that if I do decline in health that I want assisted death which my Doctor does. I have been putting a lot of thought into death and preparation lately. I am presently healthy but if I am supposed to be a lot worse as my neurologist says I want to be prepared for the worse. Is this selfish? Am I over thinking? Does anyone else think like me? I am generally a positive person but this is stuck in my head lately...