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2 weeks ago

Hi , I’ve never had anger issues in my life if anything I’m the opposite but since my diagnosis I’m a living time bomb. I’m on edge with anxiety all the time and when I’m symptomatic I cannot control my emotional state.
Then I feel embarrassed about myself after.

I just can’t cope with the losses that have happened because of my ill health.
Then if I have an ok day I’m completely back to myself.
I get like I want to be alone so I don’t have to live feeling bad about the effects it has on my husband because my character changes and he sees it and I loath that ms side of me.