Hi @anigieh, all understandable emotions. What really counts regarding lesions, is how you are feeling physically. Many people have newer lesions with no discernible new symptoms, and some have new symptoms with no new lesions (I’ve had this). If you’ve been stable for a long time, I can see why your anxiety is up. But, you can look at it like its a ‘blip’; we all know that stress has a real impact on our MS so try to find a way to get your fears in line if you can.
At least you know you’re in good company here x