I am so sorry you are going through this!!
I too was shocked when I found out I had MS in 2017. I went back to school in 2008 in Social Work and got my Clinical Master’s Degree in 2011. I have been out of work now a year and it was the hardest thing I had to do. I am learning to make myself do hobbies. You have to keep a positive attitude and I know it is hard but the best medicine. I wish you the best! Hope to talk soon.