Good day bad day.
Yesterday for the first time in months I managed to work through the pain and discomfort…
Once did it a lot.
But it felt like I was almost my old self.
Okay I had to constantly sit down and it took an hour and a half and two different attempts to take my Christmas tree down. But I had the determination.
I was in more pain usual too, but somehow I just couldn’t let myself stop.
Today I’m suffering for it. Quite a bit but at the same time not as much as I was expecting. I can still get around about the same as usual. And my words are better than expected. I won’t be winning any spelling bees today. But it’s managable.
My house looks like a tip and I just couldn’t not do anything about it yesterday. My brain still wants me to do more. But reality says slow down.
I’m not really okay with that. Because I do want to do stuff even if I’m exhausted.
I’ve not had any energy in months. I don’t want to waste it because I’m sore. But I will try to take it easier than I would have in the past.
Today I think I’ll managed atleast to fold some clothes. If I’m really up for it. I’ll sort atleast my own drawers out to look better.
It wasn’t a good day yesterday. If anything it was a bad day, very little sleep because of pain. Had to do a few things out of the house in the snow… Then I came home and couldn’t stop trying to make our house look inhabitable again…
Does anyone else manage it. This is the first time I’ve ever been able to work through the pain. And I mean like it was making me cry it was soo painful. But still got through it somehow…
Sorry I’m rambling. I’m still new to this and this flair and everything…