I was diagnosed in June 2017, so still pretty fresh. Initially, I managed ok and then in November I was advised to go onto DMTs because if more lesion load.
I was working full time, as a project manager with a busy and responsible job, and also have two small children aged 3&4.
My husband is not great with emotional support and I was signed off work in mid November (I think everything hit me then that this ms thing is not going away). I have been waiting 2 months for my medication to arrive (Tecfidera) and it arrived yesterday after much chasing.
My husband is making me feel very inadequate- I am extremely fatigued, and while I’ve not been at work I have sorted everything out for the children, for Christmas, we used to have a cleaner but I cancelled her while I’m off to save money.
I don’t really know what to do- I am trying to go on as normal, but that doesn’t exist anymore as I’m trying to find my new normal. I have some big decisions ahead about my work, and I feel as though I’m being pushed to make big decisions about my relationship as it’s making me very unhappy.
He doesn’t talk to me, and is always having a go at me as though my best is never good enough.
Feel like a failure- useless brain, useless wife, just hoping I am a good mum!!
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