Idk how to handle moments and days when im down and i have no option but to take it out on my parents.
idk if i feel bad about it though, because they really not understanding.
Iv been diagnoisd with MS for just over a year now and they just think im overacting all the time.
Idk where and who i should channel this venting to whenever i feel this way.
should i see a psychologist to control the way i feel to get back to being optimistic and positive.
Im very open about my feelings toward my parents at everytime but somehow I feel they just dont get me. i also dont have patience cause i feel iv been educating them on MS over a year now and attend ms conferences with me and they would still be like “oh really, is that what happens?”
I know i should have patience with them – but i feel they dont take what i say seriously and its a constant repetition.
And then when you trying to be positive about life and your goals they always ready to shoot me down with some negative thing like ” but you dont have the energy or you not fit enough to do such a sport”
and i feel i work my butt off to do certain things just to keep up with my peers that dont have MS
and then you get told why ru doing such an such – Im like dude you paying so much for my provigil for me to reach my full potential in life now yet you shooting me down when i want to reach my goals that are so simple and normal thats nothing different to the next guy.
i know i have the whole i feel im entitled to use my parents to vent thing , but now i feel iv hit a road block and its probably going to make me feel sick.
I really feel i need a different way to get over my sad low times when i need to vent by another way and i dont know how .
I just want to be happy and move forward with my life without upsetting anyone and my MS.
I feel as though i need to put some safegaurds in when i feel this way but i dont know what and how.
its like i know better than my parents but somehow there disapproval brings me down and hurts how many times can i actually ignore there ignorance without exploding – i just feel i need safegaurds when im in this situation.
so i dont upset things and life around me and more importantly dont upset my MS.
iv come to realisation my parents are not going to change and i need to put safegaurds so i dont confront them anymore with any of my issues or use them as a source of approval. its like iv got to live life like i dont have them anymore cause they just going to upset my apple cart.
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