To me it seems truly effortless and pointless to continue knowing I'm going to be a crippled or gimp. No more drive to accomplish things in life,don't see a need to excel through life and career anymore, it's all stupid AF to me. What is the point?? I watched someone with Ms develop bed sores the size I could put my fists in because nobody helped rotate her after she was immobile. Yeah not me. Please explain and show me a different picture of why I shouldn't feel or think like this so maybe I can understand? Because two years in and my mindset on it has gotten worse. Everything seems pointless now. And I see no positive position with this disease or being diagnosed.