Newly diagnosed

I got newly diagnosed (4 months ago) with rrms and had optic neuritis idk how to adapt and accept this new version of me it’s so hard on me. I’m pretty young and I get surprised glances from doctors and nurses who are shocked to see someone my age with ms. I’ve been dealing with unbearable headaches for a while now and it was migraines according to the doc and it’s so worse now the pain switched to my oldly affected eye and it’s so much worser