Waste of a disabled bus pass

So I had a rant, yes I feel slightly better. Left without medication again so still not slept and it’s currently 4.35am 🤷🏽‍♀️Ms team I’ve been to you numerous times crying out for help. You’ve never helped. I tried to take my own life as I’m really struggling, crisis team reached out to you as they said certain anti psychotic and antidepressants don’t agree with neurological conditions. Did you even get back to them? Ms is really that vile and you have never gave me any support. I’ve decided I’m no longer taking DMTs as I don’t have faith in you or what you’ve even offered. I get monthly UTIs and they make me so manic, I’ve lost my kids due to MS, I ve also lost my identity, friends and family. I have no support network as people tell me they can’t deal with my shit. I’ve acted a fool numerous times on my front and also got a police warning cause I’m that bad when I’m on one. Take ALL my details off your system and do not contact me ever again. What’s the point, better on my own. Oh and Sophie you gave me your mobile number why if you never answer, that’s not the point of a mobile phone. You all watched me break and did not do a thing. F U, bye oh and google me as I have a voice in the MS community. Waste of nhs money kmt