I’m exactly the same I feel like everyone better without me because I’m not able to give them my time and participation in things that I should be able too and the pressure I feel to try makes me feeling like I would rather live on my own then I don’t have the added pressure of trying to put a brave face on x

There is a lot that I can't do as my MS affects my balance and fatigue in my legs but there is a lot that I can do...and I try to do that ;-) I can do quite a bit on the computer and know how to sew...these days I am making quite a few masks. I also have a daughter graduating from high school this year so am finishing up her "baby books" in a digital photobook format. I manage to be very busy- Also starting on Thursday I will be part of a calling campaign for our local college to organize when all the kids that were in the dorms can come clean out their rooms since they were sent home for "distance learning" rather abruptly and left their stuff in their rooms thinking it wouldn't last that long ;-( they won't be back this year and are finishing out the semester at their homes or wherever they fled to- Focus on what you can do and find some way to contribute for others sakes and your own- you can find a mission ;-)