I tried! Didnt succeed

I've been on disability now for many years, and when a part time job in my kids school opened up I thought it would be perfect. Just a 3 hour shift..well...it was in the schools cafeteria and I was to prepare the food, serve it and clean up, sounds easy right?! NOT.. I had to life heavy boxes of food which made me have muscle spasms, I couldnt stand how hot it was in the kitchen, I honestly thought I was gonna die! I made it 2 days...I'm so sad and so disappointed in myself..I just want life back the way it used to be. 😥
@jen1973g

That’s a shifter . I tried everything to keep working but was totally bed bound for months trying think it’s exasperated my symptoms longterm. I still can’t accept not working I love work it was my life and defined me . I’ve had lots of counselling to try and accept my limitations, I think it’s a slow process that will take a long time to adjust.

@Sherry_Wine

I feel your pain. Kudos for trying. It takes a lot for you to even try. You fought to try and that's great even if it didn't work out.