Having bad day

Gave a mix at the minute between the ms and the psoriatic/rheumatoid arthritis my daughter us niw cutting up my food due to the pain and uselessness of my Jeff hand that is the arthritis but yesterday pain in right arm around elbow then arm became useless but thankfully making a triumphant return today I am just getting so tired of the pain waiting in follows. Ups from neurologist which is in the 25th this month rang rheumatologist secretary as appointment should have been mid December nothing I will get one in a few weeks on waiting list for follow up mean while no treatment offered for anything and Gp says he can’t give me anything apart from ibuprofen I looked after my mammy so know everyone that is in front of me feeling very low today sorry guys don’t mean to bring others down