Feeling alone

Hi. I was asked yesterday to document my idea of 'My Perfect Day'. I started to write...my perfect day certainly didn't include MS but my reality is that everyday includes something about MS. I'm tired, I'm sore and I don't want to play MS anymore. So back to my narrative. For every few sentences I wrote, there was some minimal distraction that I had to also document, because there it was in my mind. Totally arbitrary stuff (I'm over the use of random as a catch-all word for everything). So I wrote about a regular day for regular people - how I used to be - up and at'em and out and about. But it changed again into a drive with a fella I once knew, which was nice, but not perfect. And if it didn't emerge into perfection then, it wouldn't when I'm by myself. I ventured outside and met an immigrant woman and I thought about how I could help her to improve her English - that's something for me, my joy and my satisfaction. How will she even respond? Then I wrote a note to myself about getting the appropriate resources to be able to do that...a tomorrow job. I could go on, but I'm tired now and bored of my story. Maybe another day. Thanx for listening.
@Vixen

Hi @christine_macgillivray, goodness me, this Corona time has been golden (or ungolden!) time for contemplation and reflection, that's for sure. I try to think about what would make a perfect day including me with MS, rather than a perfect world in which I didn't have MS. More meaningful to me, is to think about perfect days that I've had, even though I didn't know they were perfect at the time. The mind is a funny old thing. Good luck with your English coaching :-)

@Christine_MacGillivray

@vixen, thank you for your words. I get what you mean about the perfect world vs the perfect me. Maybe that's the shift I have to make. It's all trial and error in this life but living well is the ultimate goal. The personal definition of living well is obviously the key factor to identifying something good in everything we are, we have, we know. Bless this day. Cheers.