So I’m waiting for a diagnosis of various symptoms. I had an appointment via video link at home with a neurologist and I just feel like I messed it up. I’ve been waiting for 6 months , in pain , and I couldn’t articulate my symptoms . He asked me if it’s there all the time or now and again - I answered now and again and what I meant was all the time but the severity and level of pain are now and again . I have a spasms in my legs , my foot feels numb most of the time , on a night my leg feels like it’s buzzing. I sometimes feel if I’m out walking that my left arm is just dangling . My mouth burns all the time with some numbness. My sense of smell is awry - things smell different to what they should . Visual disturbance. And I didn’t say half of this . I could barely hear him . He has referred me for an mri scan but was quite dismissive that he didn’t expect too see anything nasty ‘ I feel deflatedand defeated . I was referred as doc suspected ms . I suspected it . I read the posts in here and it all resonates loudly And now I feel like I must be imagining it all . He said as we get older we do feel differences . I’m 46 . I’ve always been able to walk miles and now I have to think about where I’m going and whether or not I will be able to do it. Sorry this a very needy and miserable first post . But I keep going over the appointment in my head .