Hi I'm a newbie I've had m.s 4 10yrs ups and downs hard being single parent which I have been 4 over 9yrs as my husband left he couldn't handle me in a wheel chair...I just ride with the pain and try 4get and push it under carpet as didn't want 2 handle things but now I'm scared but don't want 2 tell any1 and have them worry my eyes r worse I can't swallow so won't eat around people and stabbing head pain can't hear in right ear and 2day I get a stab pain in back and leg gives way which then made me fall and hurt other knee big bruise does this mean I'm in relapse as it's all new things ???? I'm scared and trying so hard not 2 show I'm in pain and leg/back giving way xx I don't know what 2 do ???