Hi people just realised it.s 5 years today my hubby left me because of my diagnosis( no sympathy please can.t cope with it) His reason " he wanted to enjoy his retirement" even though previous to my diagnosis I nursed him through two major operations my family are very angry with him ( how do I feel let down I thinnk) but hey ho!!! Life goes on feel better after my moan thank you all for simply being there and for listening