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beanbag

Angry at myself

Apologies for ranting & any offence caused but I don't have anywhere else to say this. I am so bloody angry at my body, myself and the world in general. I was diagnosed 4 years ago and have recent noticed that my mobility and cognitive skills are deteriorating I am terrified as to what the future holds for me. An individual who lives locally was diagnosed at the same time who works full time & walks 5 miles everday and I feel that she looks down on me for driving 100 yards to the local store. I detest the fact that others can't see the pain I am in. I feel like many people judge me because I don't do what she does. I appreciate that this is most likely my own over thinking but I can shake the feeling that I want to shout from the top of my lungs all the symptoms I have which I try so damn hard to battle against every day. I know the MS is different for everyone but why do some people seem to get away with hardly any impact at all xXx
@beanbag

@jamoanto thank you xXx

@Rivka

@beanbag, I hear you. I have had seemingly well meaning friends say “ do you know blah blah? She has MS just like you and she climbed Everest as her own Sherpa after she biked there from Mongolia where she started a new business” Then they stare at my cane pointedly and arch the eyebrows...... Yep. I’m just lazy and wanted a better seat on the bus. 🤔