I hope you feel better just by writing this. I have been in pain since a year and a half and yesterday I told my husband life was a b… I am glad I told him that because I was angry about the constant pain. But today is a beautiful day outside and today I don’t feel that anger. The present moment may not be good, but the next one will be better, try to see the positive in the little things.
I hope you have some kind of positive support around you and this community is there for you for sure.