So, Thursday nights…the night all week I dread. Thursday nights my fiance does night schooling, and does not get home until 11ish. This leaves me with about 5 hours home alone. The old me would have loved that…but this me atm not so much. I find myself sitting every thursday nights, picturing worst case scenarios for this disease, one of which to date has not been very eventful (touch wood it stays that way). But tonight is really bad. I just need to know that there are people out there that live perfectly normal lives (well, you know what i mean). I keep having this horrible feeling come over me. My life is just getting started, im almost a qualified vet nurse, im getting married in october, we are trying to build our first home…and I keep feeling like I’m gonna miss it all…and it terrifies me. Somebody please just give me some hope.
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