Are my feelings on this something to be ashamed of, am I somehow wrong or expecting too much….?
I am 33, I’ve always had a very very high sex drive (and make no apologies), I’ve never been the sleeping around type actually the opposite, I have always just wanted one girl to love an be with. Further to all that I suppose I have never been really confident or have found it easy to approach girls, my confidence has always begun after I know a girl is interested in me and then that confidence increases exponentially once we start talking ‘the bedroom’. I love em and I want em but I’m scared to talk to em and once that’s all out of the way be sure I know what to do with em.
I was engaged, in love, I thought she was too, I got MS, she left me in really horrible circumstances (long story) and so where does that leave me? When you were already shy do you think MS is the thing to boost your confidence and ability to meet or attract members of the opposite sex? “Hey how you doing, well I’m just doing my own thing, I don’t like drinking or going out much, I pretty shy and I have ADD and MS but I’m funny and I like sex a lot….”. Yeah, good luck. I don’t particularly like or actually let me rephrase, I hate anything like going out to the city clubs or that scene so there’s another closed door. Online dating? Pfffft! Please that is the joke of all jokes.
So what the **** am I supposed to do??? Am I the only person between 25-40 say, who just happens to have MS who still wants and need to have sex anymore? And forget the MS part for a moment, what am I supposed to do full stop!? If you are telling me this is it then I’m going to finish myself off now because quite honestly all the other **** I have had to deal with in life up to this point has been ******* but I have managed all of it pretty well I think. But no more sex? Not worth carrying on its that simple.
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