So today I’ve felt absolutely rotten. I was diagnosed back in November and had Round 1 of Lemtrada back in February and since then I’ve been doing fine, bit tired but managed to live day by day and even started physio and my balance seems to be getting better. But today I’ve stooped to a new low. I don’t know if its been the heat, the stress at work as we’ve been insanely busy (I work at Primark and if you’ve ever been in there you’ll know how busy it gets) or just extreme tiredness by lack of sleep or if I’ve just tried to do too much healing too quickly or a combination of all of them but today has been the worst I’ve maybe ever felt. I’ve ignored people, threw stuff out of anger and bursted into tears on multiple occasions and I’m just fed up with feeling like this and the worst part is that I really don’t know what I have to look forward to anymore as I just feel no one I know understands what I’m going through.
I know I’m strong enough to get through these dark days with some rest and I know next week I’ll be back to my old self but I just need to get this off my chest.
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