Today – despite the sunshine – I feel blue. It has been creeping up on me over the last couple of weeks. There is so much going on in my life right now, most of which I have no control over. I should be happy – my son is getting married on Friday and that makes me happy. Yet I still feel blue. I am sure I will be told to “pull yourself together” by those close to me – yet that isnt right. I dont know how to be happy any more. I just feel blue. I even put on a bright red top today to brighten me up , but – you guessed it – I still feel blue.
I hope that time will help me and I will start to feel happy again. But time just seems to rush by. Hey ho.