My grandmother, mother, sister and I all have MS. One thing I’ve noticed in since my first attack at 25, losing my vision on the right side (gained 40% back) and having a very hard time walking (regained it back) I feel so unattractive. No one else I know that has it does but I feel like damaged goods. Who’s gonna want someone who could relapse at any time and need help or potentially become handicap. I feel ugly because of the way I walk, because sometimes I can’t see out of my eye still, weather affects my eye very often. I get told I’m gorgeous, beautiful, handsome, sexy but I don’t see it nor feel it anymore. Does anyone else ever feel this way? If so how do you deal with it?