Sorry to hear that. I’ve seen a number of posts over various platforms where people experience the same or their partners end up leaving them. It’s better you know what they’re like before getting too invested. I hope you find someone who deserves you.

It will happen eventually. MS with lack of knowledge is scary. It took me years, I did switch off my heart, and settled down to being in my own. Within a few weeks, I met my husband. There are groups out there, who regularly meet up, either via a hobby or having a meal. My latest is having the extra light carbon scooter, it’s a life changer, I may not be able to do mountain walks, but there are many beautiful park lands. In the UK there are also “trumpers” for the rougher terrain or beach. Get out there and meet people. Don’t be alone, have some fun😃if there’s no groups, set one up.