So, I don't sit neatly in any medical bracket, may get rebuffed from here too... I have MS, my Neuro team in Swindon are narcissistic idiots and have treated me abismally, so yes I am entitled to use those words. I have had letters, no treatment, I have a plethora of symptoms, I self explore and treat... This is not correct, I would like help but now am at the F u stage and am doing it myself.... I also have FND... Again picked up by the same narcissistic dinosaur alleged neurologist at GWH... in 2019...you can see my battle here... In addition I have Multiple other chronic illnesses... Arthritis, to a stage that I had major back surgery in 2017 so I have a fused lower spine with metal and bone grafts from my upper spine but in 2017, it was amazing, I could walk 🙏🏻🫶🏻🕊️ Roll on now, my gait is as wonky as F, my balance is shot to pieces, my body hasn't got a cke where ma head's at and it's a constant battle to stay upright... ; arthritis has badly affected my body and I have impinged nerves in my cervical spine, so these affect movement in my shoulders and upper body, it's limited and agonising, I take Zomorph and codeine for that... There is no cure.. ; I also apparently have Fibromyalgia; Severe Chronic Asthmic, Severe Chronic Cough... High BP, unsurprisingly 😂 oh yeah and I went onto A&E with a severe Kidney infection in Feb 2022 the treatment was so poor I self discharged and now have PTSD triggered by hospitals! Thanks NHS, great job... So you see I have a lot of shit, but this is only part of a long story if you are still with me... There is, more... I have sought help here in Swindon, the land of the not so magic roundabouts.. I live alone with my beautiful cat of 16yrs, my soul sister.. We got out from a narcissistic marriage 2yrs ago, left with nothing and rebuilt.. Crazy what you do to be free, but you have to, it's called survival 🙂 So we live in our house, we were supposed to have children from said ended marriage, but narc poisoned both so that was traumatic, so now I have zero... Time I know and this is where I get to focus on me 🙏🏻 I am getting counselling for narcissistic abuse BTW, I am lucky.. Anyway, I have had zero support or help from adult social services, I used to call them weekly in July, got bored, stopped. Got really sick a, few weeks ago, raised the emergency care act, still nothing, so been told by the social worker in charge of my case they're back in Wednesday... er not good enough, so F-off will do this my way... Personal care, went No2 cut, hair wash not an issue, only hair, rest, I can cobble, my bank, yes bank have been really amazing with contacting people, shout out to First Direct Customer Care Support Team, on it 🫶🏻 x Couple of neighbours been legend's too... I'm 50, they're like in their 20's so they are good kids, live them, one pops, my little meds out the blisters as my arthritic fingers let me down ❤️ x Reason for reaching out is... I had to ask for 2nd opinion with MS/FND I requested Rosa Burden in Bristol.. Thoughts please? Also, my GP/pharmacist are being crazy dumb with drugs and again I'm getting the attitude 'oh it's you again' from receptionist.. I am sick of being treated like a drug addict and second class citizen, advice please? No one lives, my battles or experiences the pain I do on a daily basis... I am sad and almost done with this planet, help me 🙏🏻🫶🏻🌍🕊️ x Sarah x