So I've been trying to advocate for my own health. Why do I feel so guilty, for trying to be the best me? I've prompted more visits to the local sliding scale Dr. Office. Bc of migraines, that every MRI has said my brain in fine. Made an eye appointment bc honestly I don't remember ever having an eye exam, besides the ones they do in elementary school 😏 Anyway I haven't been to the docs in over a yr. When they said my body was healing itself of hep c. So the first of the last 2 visits seemed promising. She said my hep c count was up but UAB would cover my meds if I did another liver scan and pee test, fees on me. Ok fine. Also to the point of migraines...she said she would ask for all MRI from the hospital. And try me on topamax. I was like yes!! Finally someone is listening. Next appointment 2 weeks later. I don't like the topamax. Bc it made me more moody and spacey than my migraines make me. Also I was ready for a second opinion on my MRI. Well she said she never got them. In the mean time called in a different med for migraines. ( Haven't Had an eye exam yet) it's next month and I scheduled at the beginning of this month they are booked. I'm thinking I'd hate to take any more meds until I see if my eyes may be the problem. And she did more blood work for the purpose of starting hep c meds. I appreciate the meds that will be free, i do. But I feel as tho she is only focusing on the hep c. I left the second appointment feeling a little bummed. Maybe it is just my eyes causing migraines, maybe that's part the problem. It's like no one wants to understand. I've had face numbness, blurred vision, blacked out. Had a whole week were my legs felt heavy. Not to mention slurred speech and brain fog. Bad enough that I forget something like a viewing!!! For a family member.(after I have been the one to inform additional people) I roll up as it is over. Are the docs just chalking me up as crazy. What should I do?